Hi my name is Ariel and this is why I want to be in the early college program s

Hi my name is Ariel and this is why I want to be in the early college program so that i can make my family happy with what I choose to be knowing that i can put my mind up to it and make them happy. Even though I have my problems and have my bad days like everyone does I love to learn new things even when it’s not about school. I know that what some people say can also be wise words. When people wont let me learn i have a problem with going off on them to let me learn because i care about my grades . My family has lost so many people within a year so I push myself to make them happy even though they’re not here with me. I want to do something that will make them happy. I want to do something that I know my grandfather would be happy about how I’m choosing to make my life better. I know that he would say that I’m smart and that he knew that I could do it. I would love to see him happy again and his smile one more time . I want to be someone that my brothers and sister can look up to and be proud that I’m their sister and say that even when she was at her lowest she still put a smile on her face for us and kept her head up and never let no one bring her down with them . Even though I’m hurting I hate seeing others hurt so I try to help them because I have my friends and family by my side that can help me but mostly the only person who can help you is yourself . When people see you down they think that you are weak because you showed that you are sad and you are not strong. They think that you give up and that you don’t care. I’m that person you help me help you because I’m not mean unless people are rude to me. I am very smart. I just don’t like to show it because when people see that you’re smart they want you to do all the work and treat you differently . I’m a nice and kind person but people love to hurt nice kind people because they have their own problems . I do have my problems but I keep my head up and tell myself that there will be better days. I just have to keep going and don’t let no one in because when you let people in you end up getting hurt with the trust that people gave you and they won’t care .